I really want to be positive it's just im not motivated to be. I really want to be motivated, I just can't.
I would also like to apologise the Internet is making these posts come up really late but I am writing everyday.
I get wifi soon, we're buying it on Thursday so that means I can post more properly and also I can post YT videos. I just need to force myself you know? I'm just in a very deep hole right now. I don't feel sad though, I just feel blllllleeeeeeuuuugh.